Tuesday, March 27, 2007
12:21 AM ?
The Sun Is Definately Lovelier On My Side
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
2:35 AM ?
Oversmashed
Movies, B&J, and lots of pictures with the girlfriends was helluva crazy.
So, meet
BEN
AND HIS FRIEND, LESLIE KOH'S LOOKALIKE
today
I had you, on repeat
reel in mind, stuck
just so you know,
I miss you quite terribly LESLIE KOH.
Goonight Loves!
Saturday, March 17, 2007
2:32 AM ?
♥
it's been a long time since I had someone waiting for me outside as I end work, and I've been feeling pretty upset about it because there's nothing to look forward to anymore. but the buddies do make things better :) and I have been ranting to JJ about how tired I am everyday for too long.
I am a brave girl because I'm broke and I'm still spending. okay wait, how can I be broke and still have money to spend. let's just say I'm quite broke now, and I'm going to be TOTALLY broke tomorrow .and if only I didn't look like a primary school kid because i really would like to catch 300 very very much ):
I miss you, like I always do most on days like this.
Ouch.
Good night Leslie. ♥
Thursday, March 15, 2007
12:44 AM ?
Spin Me Around
Right now, I feel like the biggest, ugliest, most gross slug ever. Someone needs to pull me back to earth and help me find back my sanity. The past 2 days hasn't been so nice to me.
I spoilt my entire day by getting out of bed late, missing breakfast with Jie Ting, late appointments, dressed up in some grab-and-go shirt, rushing to town looking horrible and disappointing everyone around by being so mean and grumpy .
I want to go to the park and take a breather. All I do now is walk around with wtf going on continuously in my head.
And now, I'm completely not making sense. I'll look at this another day and think I'm insane in the membrane.Shit.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
3:10 AM ?
Dear ______,
I got posted back to taka. So, I could have my ______ as usual with you, I could still see you _ days every week after school _____. I had a horrible nightmare last night, I woke up screaming, my _____ beat so fast that it almost flew out. The first person I could think of was ___. I didn't have the ______ to ring you up and tell you that I ____ you to calm me down, cause we hardly ______ over the phone. I can't explain this ______, I think about it everyday and it gets so hard to _____ away.
__ _ ____ __,
___ ___ ___ _ ____,
___ ___,
____ ____ ___, what would yours be?
Nobody really know what's happening.
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
3:17 AM ?
Is it really all head over heart?
raining giraffes in town today. mad downpour. and the jam was bad as well. but even so, i had fun.
I haven't had so much fun in the longest time. The BBQ get-together was helluva crazy. So, bestfriend and I also finally manage to fork out some time from our oh-so-busy schedule for a meal and shopping today.You'll always be my favourite person to go shopping with lah bitch!
*
Happy 18th Birthday QY! stay wonderful and love that heap of presents from us (:
Monday, March 12, 2007
3:10 AM ?
Maybe Baby
Sometimes all you need is a supper and company,to make you feel like you're on top of the world (:
and eyecandy, you made it all possible.
Sunday, March 11, 2007
11:28 AM ?
Lazy Sundays, Heartaches and Cheap Wine
The weather's too hot, my heartstrings aren't right, today's a terrible day. I have to hand Eugene the design drafts by tues yet I'm in no mood to do anything. Boohoo.
*
On a lighter note, supper with eyecandy tomorrow. Can't hardly wait.
Saturday, March 10, 2007
3:54 AM ?
Saturdays Are Lovely Days
I shifted that box upstairs, it feels good to be back here but the mess is just atrocious.
The weekend's are here, and it has been a blast so far. Today was helluva crazy. I added two new skinnies to my collection, had lunch with eyecandy, ran all over town with Daphne and I'm feeling fat from those nasty indulgence already.I really need some cheering up from the previous weekend.
*
I want alot from you,
LKWL, but I don't know what.Because I find myself hopelessly falling for you.
*
Ok I need to crash, long day it has been.
Friday, March 9, 2007
3:45 AM ?
Lunch and the sweetest thing
Mommy, half awake from her bedroom goes "You just came home? becca, you're going overboard."
Looks like I've been way off hand the past few weeks. I'm so burned out from the late nights, but every night never fails to disappoint. The friends, movies, company, music, supper and chats. Such a blast that I almost forgot myself.
So, I left Taka with a heavy heart, everyone said something nice, everyone wants the good old time back, everyone gave specially warm hugs today. I hate goodbyes. serious.
On a happier note, lunch with eyecandy. It's been quite awhile since we last had happy-lunch-days. Mango pudding and ban mian tasted extremely nice today and well, whatever it is. You always make me harpee like a harro hamtaro.
I have timecheck, 5 hours of sleep! Goodnight lovers.
Thursday, March 8, 2007
3:53 AM ?
I really want to update, but my mind isn't focused enough to figure out the details of the day, not in a form that'll make sense.
ONE, I can't help but feel inferior and wonder if this is really true.
TWO, I've been spending too much on movies.
THREE, I hate to leave all of them at taka ):
FOUR, thank you honeypot for being there for me through it all.It all feels so much better after lunch together(:
FIVE,
LKWL,I really do not know how to put it across to you. You've always been my eyecandy, but something more now I guess. I wish you and I collide. I really do.
I hear sounds of lovers, barrel organs, mothers.
I would like to take you down there just to make you
mine in a merry-go-round.
Love, becs
Monday, March 5, 2007
2:37 AM ?
okay, so I'm left hanging.
You claimed I was her, or rather you suspected I was Leann. I thought you'd have trusted me more than to said that.
Dearest eyecandy, yes, I did not show you the whole conversation for fear of ruining this wonderful friendship we have. This is not good, you do not trust me, she is scaring the hell out of me and you do not trust me. I can't believe this is happening. Explaining makes things worse yet I can't help but to worry about it.Because I am not Leann and I just can't let you go on suspecting I am.Because this feels shitty. Because I do not have all the time in the world for this. Because I am not such a bitch.Just because I like you, does not mean I have to do something like this.
Love, becs
Saturday, March 3, 2007
2:27 AM ?
Yesterday, it rained.
Yesterday, the rain got heavier and the night safari trip with eyecandy was cancelled.
Yesterday, eyecandy and I went to Vivo for movies instead.
Yesterday,eyecandy was a happy guy cause he bought his cheap monday jeans.
Yesterday, eyecandy and I stuff ourselves with six hotdogs and lots of snacks throughout the movie.
Yesterday, eyecandy watched the movies for the third time in a row.
Yesterday, we had so much fun.
Yesterday, I was a happy girl.
Yesterday, eyecandy made my day.
Yesterday, yesterday, yesterday, I LOVE YESTERDAY(:
Today, I think I miss eyecandy.
Thursday, March 1, 2007
1:23 AM ?
I must be mad to post the previous entry, I just have to save it till I'm ready to speak to 3 yrs old eyecandy about it.
