you never did realize.please believe when I say I really like happiness.
but it only lasts such a short span of time,
and the drop is sharp and painful.
bring it back or take it away
cause being stuck in-between sucks.

tell me how it's supposed to be?
I hate this, everyday.
you're all so lucky.
so lucky and loved and happy.
I dont for a day, wish to be me.

pardon me,while i burst into flames.
help promised to be on its way a long long time ago.

But I cant excel in something I cant see the ultimate purpose of.
I think I just need my own haven,
security within myself.
I'll find another way.
I promise you self, I wont let you down again.