I'm so annoyed. I hate working in the boutique and I just recieve my schedule today which screams 'rebecca to be at FNA four days in a week' RARRRR!!!

Today could have been a really happy day if not for that piece of sucky news, cause Edwin came down specially for lunch with me and Mok for coffee. Could you guys be any sweeter? oh and you guys are really damn J alright.

Nonetheless, I hope everything's fine now. There are some things I want to say but which I cant, because circumstances restricts me and I dont know why I'm letting these circumstances hold me back, I'm so confused and I dont understand why it has to be like this. but theres no more finger pointing now because I dont know who to blame. I want to rid myself of all the things that's wearing me down.