Monday, February 26, 2007
7:41 PM ?
I feel stupid.
I have so many things to write about but i don't know where to begin. Furthermore, i'm finding it quite a challenge to even put them into words.
Maybe i'll be back when i get my thoughts straighten out.
With all the love in the world, Becs
Sunday, February 25, 2007
1:49 AM ?
Thursday, February 22, 2007
12:39 AM ?
These things that you're wrapping all around you
The past few days were FUN but work was like trash today. I just need off-days, plenty of sleep and more retail therapy to make me a happy girl.
On a side note, I decided to start reading Salem Falls all over again, maybe tonight if I don't fall asleep on the phone.
Anyway, lunch with Leslie today was (: ( Heee madeeee my dayyyyy). I'm looking forward to more lunchbreaks together and well, lunch with him was just L-O-V-E-L-Y (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
1:02 AM ?
Hi loves, I hope you all collected lots of angpows. :)
I think this year's CNY is rather relaxed. Every year I go to lesser & lesser houses for VISITATION (HAHAHAHA , I hate that word really), which is a good thing I guess. Except, lesser red packets maybe? Anyway, I lost 70 bucks this year on In-Between. I swear I hate that game but Uncle Boon got me addicted to it. Gosh.
On a side note, my very first lunch with 3 yrs old eyecandy tmr :)
Saturday, February 17, 2007
4:04 AM ?
I'm a happy girl today (:
Leslie Koh Wee Loong visited (:(:(:
1:06 AM ?
reunion dinner was great (: mum still whips up the best home-cooked food.
Those tongqiang songs are geting on my nerves. like on repeat mode with wierd versions and the worst are those translated DIRECTLY from chinese to english.RARRRR!
Last minute shopping on friday was bad. I hate crowds and I couldnt find anything I like. I ended up buying a green silk top from Pull&Bear and random stuff at Forever 21.
The only thing I look forward is to collect angpaos, eat til I grow lumps on my body, a few days of good rest, catch-ups with friends, movies with Shirley and Honeypot, and perhaps Jie TIng too.
arghh. okay, goodnight world. have a Happy Chinese New Year. eat all the ba kwas and cookies and nuts and sweets till you grow fat with me!
Thursday, February 15, 2007
3:33 AM ?
All I can say is, supper at the streets of Tampines+ snacks+ singing underneath the stars and the big smack=<3
I haven’t felt like this in so many moons, you know what I mean ?
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
5:27 AM ?
HELLO, I LOVE YOU.
Okay, decided to blog while I'm still feeling happy and loved. I'M LOVED TODAY! Haha actually I'm loved everyday but I feel especially loved today (:
Today Taka felt especially nice & warm&lovey&happy&smiley&sweet&hahaha lovely. Flowers, chocolates everywhere, everyone hugging and cam-whoring. We had chocolates, cookies, candy overdose. And the guys were especially nice and uh, obedient today too.
This Valentine's was expected to be boring, and I would be dating shoes instead. Well, surprises after surprises sprang up after work ends. Amok and Mabel appeared out of nowhere and bought me out for some fun, Timothy dropped by with a gorgeous flower, Zheng Ming and Xiong Sheng thought it would be nice to meet up and chat the night away. So there you go, MY WONDERFUL VALENTINE'S DAY!
YOU'RE TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE,
CAN'T TAKE MY EYES OFF YOU.
IF I COULD, THEN I'D GO WHEREVER YOU WILL GO.
AND YOU KNOW I'LL WALK A THOUSAND MILES IF I COULD JUST SEE YOU TONIGHT.
COS I'M THE ONE WHO WANTS TO BE WITH YOU.
WE'RE ACCIDENTALLY IN LOVE.
Thank you baby for all these (:
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
1:35 AM ?
WELCOME ABOARD MARIA!!!
I'm so caught up worrying about the posting of poly that not even the invitation to CLEO's 50 bachelors party 2007 could turn me on.
Happy Valentine's SJS, You deserve all the love in the world, but I don't deserve yours.
I do not know what it is about you that closes and opens, only something in me understands the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses.nobody,not even the rain,has such beautiful eyes.
Leslie, I suppose we should get to know each other tmr.but somethings screwed it up ): anyway, Happy Valentine's, 3 years old eyecandy.
Monday, February 12, 2007
11:45 PM ?
Running around polys can be such a chore, and I have not finish covering all of it yet! There goes another one of my precious off-days. I'm currently suffering from poly overdose syndrome. JAE! DAE! JPSAE! RARRRRR SINGAPORE IS REALLLLLY BORING :l
I want night time carnivals and upside down rollercoaster rides. I want picnics and concerts and outdoor movie screenings at fort canning green. plus I wanna take a walk down the beach at night. I have a perfect senario in mind when I sit on the water breaker. but hey, its just a fantasy.
12:25 AM ?
let me in to see you in the morning light
to get me on and all along the tears they come
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
Sunday, February 11, 2007
2:29 AM ?
3 hours of laughter,an hour of tears.3 weeks to posting of poly, and the peak of my fears.
WEEKENDS! not that it makes very much difference to me though. I spent my entire day rotting at the boutique, creating bad sales, munching donuts and fretting over poly. Oh well, I screwed up my sunday again.
loving you, is so close to impossible.
sometimes I really wonder,
is there a need to be so mean?
what now?
one moment you're here, the next, you're gone.
Saturday, February 10, 2007
2:46 AM ?
FELINA WAS BEING SO SWEET THAT IT GAVE ME DIABETES.
Alright that was random. So, I met beautiful customers, honeypot bought me donuts for tea, we had our usual cam whoring and shots of laughter,closing went on smoothly, the guys popped by, honeypot came by after work for supper, sales was great, everyone was satisfied and I'm a pretty happy girl today except for the splitting headache ):
And to you,
I don't know your thoughts these days. We're strangers in an empty space. I don't understand your heart. You deserve more than this, yes you do sweetheart. You deserve the world...and maybe, I'm not all that.
Thursday, February 8, 2007
2:31 AM ?
you never did realize.please believe when I say I really like happiness.
but it only lasts such a short span of time,
and the drop is sharp and painful.
bring it back or take it away
cause being stuck in-between sucks.
tell me how it's supposed to be?
I hate this, everyday.
you're all so lucky.
so lucky and loved and happy.
I dont for a day, wish to be me.
pardon me,while i burst into flames.
help promised to be on its way a long long time ago.
But I cant excel in something I cant see the ultimate purpose of.
I think I just need my own haven,
security within myself.
I'll find another way.
I promise you self, I wont let you down again.
Monday, February 5, 2007
1:20 AM ?
It's been awhile since I last spent time with mum and today's chinatown trip has been extremely fruitful (: Anyway,I can't wait to go for work&chalet tomorrow!! as well as results taking on friday.Lots of catching ups to do. Busy week. EXCITING!
Dear loverboy,
Thank you for keeping me sane all these while till you took me as your verbal punching bag. But it's alright, I'm still waiting for you to work it out.
Love, bec
Sunday, February 4, 2007
12:10 AM ?
I slept really late last night, and woke up at 2 plus this afternoon. I stared at my ceiling, with my 98765 glowinthedark pigs, I thought, why not just give it a try?
Anyway I got my hair cut later in the evening.It didn't turn out right, I look like a goody goody girl now ): oh,I started drinking coffee too, not liking it yet, but trying. And I figured dad is faithful to mom because she makes the best coffee and best home-cooked dishes in the world. seriously.
Next time I want to make good coffee for my husband good pancakes for my kiddos.
Saturday, February 3, 2007
3:14 AM ?
okay I am wheezing, I hope its not going to be another infection like august last year. My phleghm can pile up to almost a storey high and I could hardly sleep at night.
Anyway, work was smooth sailing today, I swear Sonia's gonna be extremeeeeely pleased with us today (: and I had so much fun with honeypot cause it was just us maning the whole boutique which means starbucks, donuts and lots of cam whoring.
I guess I should really start living like a normal 18 years old.
Friday, February 2, 2007
2:56 AM ?
I feel at such a loss. I totally lose it when I looked into those eyes. and all I can do is try to give you everything. something you won't ever understand.
Thursday, February 1, 2007
2:32 AM ?
I'm so annoyed. I hate working in the boutique and I just recieve my schedule today which screams 'rebecca to be at FNA four days in a week' RARRRR!!!
Today could have been a really happy day if not for that piece of sucky news, cause Edwin came down specially for lunch with me and Mok for coffee. Could you guys be any sweeter? oh and you guys are really damn J alright.
Nonetheless, I hope everything's fine now. There are some things I want to say but which I cant, because circumstances restricts me and I dont know why I'm letting these circumstances hold me back, I'm so confused and I dont understand why it has to be like this. but theres no more finger pointing now because I dont know who to blame. I want to rid myself of all the things that's wearing me down.
Don't look back,
don't think of all the places we should've been
It's a good thing that you came along with me.
because you're too exclusive and special and I am nothing but lowly.
On a side note, shopping with honeypot tomorrow (:
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