Back Alley Love

Monday, January 8, 2007

1:22 AM ?

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASON! May only good things come your way now and learn how to trick me lesser.heh. Thanks for lunch,panadol&mineralwater&tissues.

Had a real interesting conversation with Mum this noon. And it got me thinking and realising that perhaps now that we've all grown up (in terms of physically or mentally), we start getting lazy and perhaps afraid to be prone to vulnerability, to get to know new people and allow new people to get to know us. That's what I've been feeling lately, I think I'm getting old ah :/

Disappointing or what. When it seems so near, you realise that you have so many bones to pick, so many flaws to fault. It's all so strange that I'd actually be feeling this way. I could just walk away from all these, I have a choice, and I think I actually would. Like always.And all I wanted was a bench to rest my weary legs.My silent heart agrees I have done my best.

oh, and I love you many many :)
With all the love in the world, becs