Saturday, December 30, 2006
2:49 AM ?
Work was uber tough today. Returned with bruises everywhere and yet, my goddamn company was being so unappreciative to tell me that I wasn't going to get paid for all the OT they requested me to clocked in. But anyway, after all that complaining, supper with the usuals was mind-blowing like always.
This is going to sound way too mushy, but here goes. (If only you had a BS account too)
Well, there have been good times and bad times (semi arguing over senseless issues - okay mostly my fault). But the point is, working life sailed by smoothly because of you. Sorry if I had been a pain in the ass sometimes for driving you up the wall with all my senseless talk but thanks for all the times you talked me through things and took care of me. The best present everyday was the smile you put on my face.I have been thanking you a lot these few days but once again thank you for making a difference in my life.Thanks for being so patient, always trusting and believing in me and for all that fun you've brought to me. SHOO JIE SHENG.
And to the self proclaimed FHM hottest babe.I'm absolutely speechless. You never failed to brighten up my day with your super contagious laughter. We've both been very bad this christmas, for all that bitching, disappearing and taking extra break time for sushi and for sneaking bags into the store room. But it's okay, we always make it up to the company by making sales don't we? I can hardly wait for the stayovers at your house and that overdue movie plan. More memories in time to come.
Love, becs
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
8:30 PM ?
Jingles, Toasts and 101 kisses.
Settled down,getting comfy at LATTE and toasted to our very first christmas together. I was being very annoying going on and on about anticipating saying Merry Christmas at midnight and giving a kiss after. like MERRY CHRISTMAS!SMOOCH! it went on for about two hours before midnight.
squeezing through the nasty crowd was just really annoying. I really didn't wanna get foam-sprayed at.It took me 45 mins to get from freaking taka to scotts. the crowd just wasn't moving at all. and I got pushed around, literally.bloody indianmen. It was C.R.A.Z.Y. worst part was, I was with this uber big balloon from Kitty and Mabel could spot me anywhere I was. haha 
I almost died walking round and round at orchard and partying at KTV.& I died when I finally reached my bed.the night was deliriously euphoric. I love you, for all that effort.
MERRY'O CHRISTMAS TO YOU, YOU, YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE.
much love and snowflakes.
Love, Bec
Thursday, December 21, 2006
11:46 PM ?
I want to spend every single night like yesterday, because I've had such a bad day, created zero sales, hating the hair. because I've to do full shifts almost everyday, because I've sold my soul to the devil for that ridiculous memory.
I don't know if I play things out in my head so much because I'm afraid I'll forget these details. Or I play things over and over in my head to see if I missed out on any details.
Monday, December 18, 2006
7:04 PM ?
Like the thousands of other working girls, I don't really have anything to say except I kinda miss all that partying I used to do.
I've met lovely people like Charmaine, Sheena, Joelle, Lin, as well as Jason, Amok, David, Aaron, Norlin, Susan, Lina, Mabel from the other brands. I guess working life have been almost smooth sailing so far and I wouldn't know what to do without them going through all those rough times at Taka with me. Sales targets are way too stressful, Sonia's coming down so hard on us, long working hours and spoilt christmas party, still, I'm so grateful to them for doing everything to keep me sane.
And I really thought it might be easier.What do you do with a heavy heart?
He said, "He knows every little thing about you, even how you wake up on your side, thats amazing."
I said,"And you know how I like my food done and all those small little things. What are we doing, comparing who knows more about me?"
Because if that was the case, it'll be neither of you.
I've been thinking about a few things this week- being alone and moments.So it struck a cord when a certain particular customer mentioned what I've been thinking about.People tend to dwell in the past and plan for the future without enjoying the moment, and perhaps I might be guilty of that. Could I do any better to live and let live?
Do the disappearing act for old time's sake.
Tuesday, December 5, 2006
3:36 PM ?
Job hunting, Ice cream and lots of fun yesterday.
I've lose track where the sun used to set, when the sky was grey. I mingered my way through the crowd, giving myself away. It's here once again, another long break. maybe not now, but soon. with lil red here and there, I've reach that place I have pull through yet another zone. With them by the side, I grew. Slowly, I shall repay my guilt, my lost. With what I never knew I had.
And on a slightly lighter note, here's a lil gift, interview with Joelle at Fornarina/Latte tomorrow.
Sunday, December 3, 2006
11:48 PM ?
-Curry fish head, tulang soup and Don's chicken pie with uncle yesterday.
-Ikea's nasi goreng, chick wings and spagetti with the boyfriend today.
And I return home a happy girl with a tee, a PEZ retro coin bank and new decorative hangers for my room.
Its been four years.
How come your sudden disappearance can mess me up so badly?
I want my bestie back ):
Saturday, December 2, 2006
1:24 PM ?
Prom has been a blast. Great food, programs, dance and great company.In the end, it wasn't as big a deal as expected, we wasted countless nights worrying about those dressings, spoilt hair and every detail about our appearance when all we're suppose to do is to be there and enjoy.
